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I CHOOSE YOU PART II: The Drive Back
Leaving always felt harder than arriving. Arriving was hopeful. Arriving carried excitement, curiosity, possibility. Leaving asked you to confront what you were taking with you—and what you might be losing once the scenery changed. The cabin disappeared slowly in the rearview mirror, swallowed by trees like it had never existed at all. The gravel road gave way to pavement. The woods thinned. Cell service returned in weak bars. They didn’t say much at first. Not because anythi

Kay Felder
3 days ago6 min read


I CHOOSE YOU PART I: Cabins on the Lake
It started like most good things in life start—by accident. Not a grand plan. Not a calendar reminder. Not some “we should do this one day” promise that dies in the group chat. Just a random day. He had been moving through the week like he was wearing a heavy jacket nobody else could see. Work, errands, life—same loop, different dates. The kind of rhythm that makes you forget you’re alive until something small breaks the pattern. A song. A smell. A message. She hit him first.

Kay Felder
Mar 912 min read


The Torch They Carried
History doesn’t always arrive in textbooks. Sometimes it arrives in sneakers squeaking across hardwood. Sometimes in spikes digging into a track. Sometimes in a swing of a bat that echoes across generations. Sometimes in the roar of a football stadium under bright Friday night lights. Black history in sports isn’t just about games won. It’s about doors opened. It’s about courage in moments when the whole world was watching. And every generation carried the torch a little furt

Kay Felder
Mar 24 min read


THE MAN I WOULDN’T LISTEN TO Part III – No More Tomorrows
The night everything changed didn’t feel important. No music. No slow motion. No moment where the world paused to ask if I was sure. Just a series of choices stacked on top of years of choices. A conversation that turned into tension. Tension that turned into anger. Anger that turned into something I could never take back. People like to believe that life-altering moments announce themselves. That they come with warning signs and dramatic build-ups. They don’t. They arrive qu

Kay Felder
Feb 238 min read


Celebrating Black Women: The Architects of History and Future
Black history is incomplete without Black women. Before movements had microphones, before laws were rewritten, before the world learned their names— They were already working. Already building. Already believing. The Courage of Harriet Tubman Think about Harriet Tubman . She didn’t just dream about freedom. She walked back into danger for it. Again. And again. And again. That’s courage. Not loud. Not flashy. But relentless. The Strength of Rosa Parks Think abo

Kay Felder
Feb 164 min read


THE MAN I WOULDN’T LISTEN TO Part II – The Pattern
I stopped being surprised when I saw him. The first time, I thought he was a hallucination. The second time, I thought he was my conscience trying to scare me straight. By the third, I understood something colder: He wasn’t visiting me. He was following me. Every time the door closed behind me, every time the world shrank back down to concrete and steel, he was already there. Same bench. Same folded hands. Same eyes that looked like they had watched too much of my life go wro

Kay Felder
Feb 97 min read



Kay Felder
Feb 20 min read


THE MAN I WOULDN’T LISTEN TO -PART I
The First Cell I met the man I was going to become in a jail cell. Not in a dream. Not in a mirror. Not in some moment of imagination when your mind starts playing tricks on you because the lights never go off and the air never feels fresh. I met him sitting on the cold steel bench across from me, hands folded like he’d been waiting on me all along. “You don’t know me yet,” he said, voice calm in a place where nothing else ever was. “But I know every mistake you’re about to m

Kay Felder
Jan 268 min read


The Power of a Good Friend
(Children’s Poem) A good friend shows up when the world feels loud, When you’re unsure, or feeling left out of the crowd. They stand beside you when the days aren’t bright, And remind you that you matter, that you’ll be alright. A good friend listens when you need to talk, Claps for your wins, lifts you up when you fall. They don’t need to be perfect—they just need to care, Every laugh, every moment… they choose to be there. A good friend stays when the journey gets tough, Th

Kay Felder
Jan 191 min read


OFF EXIT 23 — PART II
CHAPTER EIGHT: THE ROOMS THAT SHOULD BE EMPTY The knocks stopped. Not faded. Not drifted away. They just… ended. Like someone had decided they were done making noise. Ayla stayed frozen under the metal staircase, her back pressed against the cold support beam. Rain hammered the awning above them, but the sound felt distant compared to the silence in the walkway. The teenage girl held up a finger, telling her not to move. They listened. Footsteps again. Slow. Measured. Not sea

Kay Felder
Jan 127 min read


Five Lives, One Address
The In-Between Years The house didn’t look like much from the outside. Faded paint. A porch that leaned slightly to the left. One loose step everyone forgot about until they almost tripped over it. If you didn’t know better, you’d think it was just another rental—temporary, replaceable, forgettable. But inside those walls, life was happening in real time. Five keys sat on the counter every night. Five different sets of shoes lined the entryway, each pair telling its own story

Kay Felder
Jan 55 min read


2025: A Year of Becoming
Embracing the Journey 2025 was a remarkable year for me. Not because everything went perfectly. Not because life slowed down. But because I finally did. It was a year where I stopped rushing through moments just to get to the next one. A year where I stopped asking, “Why is this happening to me?” and started asking, “What is this preparing me for?” It was a year of growth. A year of learning about myself. A year of growing alongside my sons. A year of becoming more inten

Kay Felder
Dec 29, 20256 min read


’Tis the Season: A Christmas Story
By the time December arrived, the Carter family wasn’t just tired. They were the kind of tired that lives behind your eyes. The year hadn’t crashed all at once. It wore them down in small, steady ways—like a slow leak you don’t notice until the tank is nearly empty. Dad’s hours at work got cut in the spring. Not fired. Not dramatic. Just… reduced. “It’ll pick back up,” they said. “We’re just adjusting.” Weeks became months. Mom picked up extra shifts wherever she could—early

Kay Felder
Dec 22, 202513 min read


What We Did With the Time
CHAPTER ONE: THE HOUSE ON HARLAN STREET There were three brothers in the house on Harlan Street. Not the kind of house people posted online. Not the kind with perfect paint or a driveway that stayed clean. It was a real house—one that creaked in the hallway, one where the screen door slapped shut if you didn’t guide it, one where the kitchen light sometimes needed a second flick of the switch to fully commit. But it was a faithful house. It held routine like a heartbeat. Morn

Kay Felder
Dec 15, 20259 min read


OFF EXIT 23 — PART I
The Night the Highway Went Quiet CHAPTER ONE: WHAT THE STORM BROUGHT Ayla had been driving for hours, and the storm just would not let up. The rain was sideways, smacking the windshield like it had a personal problem with her being on that road tonight. Every time it hit the pavement, a low mist floated up off the asphalt. Not real fog, but that hazy layer you get when cold rain hits warm ground. It made the highway look like a long gray tunnel with no exit. Her GPS kept cutt

Kay Felder
Dec 8, 202511 min read


TRAVEL PLANS PT 2
The moment that changed me the most didn’t come from a postcard view or a famous landmark. It came from silence — real silence. The kind you only get when you’re far away from everything you know, standing in a place where nobody knows your name and nobody expects anything from you. That silence forced me to look at the world through a different lens. Not the lens I grew up with — survival mode, routine, familiar streets, familiar faces. But a new one. A wider one. A lens tha

Kay Felder
Dec 1, 20255 min read


Fatherhood
Fatherhood changed me in ways I never could’ve prepared for. And the crazy part is… a part of me always knew it would. Even when I was younger, before I really understood life, I felt a calling to be a father. Something in me was drawn to it — the responsibility, the love, the guidance, the purpose. Now that I’m living it? It’s deeper than anything I imagined. A big part of that comes from my own father. He has always been calm — a steady, grounded type of calm. The kind of m

Kay Felder
Nov 24, 20255 min read


DEARLY BELOVED
Dearly Beloved Part 1 There are moments in life that don’t feel like moments until years later. Moments that felt small when they happened — a conversation, a correction, a push in the right direction — that turn out to be the very foundation of your future. This is the story of a young man named Noah, and the woman who planted seeds in him long before he knew what growth really meant. No, this isn’t a story about me. But it’s a story about all of us — especially those who ca

Kay Felder
Nov 17, 20255 min read


Cookout 2.0: Tributes to the Fallen, Love for the Family
The Block Breathes Again A year later, the block exhales — slower this time, but stronger. Same cracked sidewalks. Same porches. Same trees giving that Sunday shade. But the air hits heavier this time — thicker with memory, thicker with meaning. This year’s cookout isn't just a function. It’s a tribute. A homecoming for the ones we lost, and a celebration for the ones still pushing. The grills pop early. The speakers already loud. Old school and new school fighting for space

Kay Felder
Nov 11, 20254 min read


The Ball and Me: A Journey Through Highs, Lows, and Lessons
Prologue: The Ball and Me Basketball wasn’t just a game for me—it was a mirror. It reflected who I was at every stage of my life. When I...

Kay Felder
Sep 1, 20256 min read
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