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THE MAN I WOULDN’T LISTEN TO -PART I
The First Cell I met the man I was going to become in a jail cell. Not in a dream. Not in a mirror. Not in some moment of imagination when your mind starts playing tricks on you because the lights never go off and the air never feels fresh. I met him sitting on the cold steel bench across from me, hands folded like he’d been waiting on me all along. “You don’t know me yet,” he said, voice calm in a place where nothing else ever was. “But I know every mistake you’re about to m

Kay Felder
5 days ago8 min read


The Power of a Good Friend
(Children’s Poem) A good friend shows up when the world feels loud, When you’re unsure, or feeling left out of the crowd. They stand beside you when the days aren’t bright, And remind you that you matter, that you’ll be alright. A good friend listens when you need to talk, Claps for your wins, lifts you up when you fall. They don’t need to be perfect—they just need to care, Every laugh, every moment… they choose to be there. A good friend stays when the journey gets tough, Th

Kay Felder
Jan 191 min read


OFF EXIT 23 — PART II
CHAPTER EIGHT: THE ROOMS THAT SHOULD BE EMPTY The knocks stopped. Not faded. Not drifted away. They just… ended. Like someone had decided they were done making noise. Ayla stayed frozen under the metal staircase, her back pressed against the cold support beam. Rain hammered the awning above them, but the sound felt distant compared to the silence in the walkway. The teenage girl held up a finger, telling her not to move. They listened. Footsteps again. Slow. Measured. Not sea

Kay Felder
Jan 127 min read


Five Lives, One Address
The In-Between Years The house didn’t look like much from the outside. Faded paint. A porch that leaned slightly to the left. One loose step everyone forgot about until they almost tripped over it. If you didn’t know better, you’d think it was just another rental—temporary, replaceable, forgettable. But inside those walls, life was happening in real time. Five keys sat on the counter every night. Five different sets of shoes lined the entryway, each pair telling its own story

Kay Felder
Jan 55 min read


2025: A Year of Becoming
Embracing the Journey 2025 was a remarkable year for me. Not because everything went perfectly. Not because life slowed down. But because I finally did. It was a year where I stopped rushing through moments just to get to the next one. A year where I stopped asking, “Why is this happening to me?” and started asking, “What is this preparing me for?” It was a year of growth. A year of learning about myself. A year of growing alongside my sons. A year of becoming more inten

Kay Felder
Dec 29, 20256 min read


’Tis the Season: A Christmas Story
By the time December arrived, the Carter family wasn’t just tired. They were the kind of tired that lives behind your eyes. The year hadn’t crashed all at once. It wore them down in small, steady ways—like a slow leak you don’t notice until the tank is nearly empty. Dad’s hours at work got cut in the spring. Not fired. Not dramatic. Just… reduced. “It’ll pick back up,” they said. “We’re just adjusting.” Weeks became months. Mom picked up extra shifts wherever she could—early

Kay Felder
Dec 22, 202513 min read


What We Did With the Time
CHAPTER ONE: THE HOUSE ON HARLAN STREET There were three brothers in the house on Harlan Street. Not the kind of house people posted online. Not the kind with perfect paint or a driveway that stayed clean. It was a real house—one that creaked in the hallway, one where the screen door slapped shut if you didn’t guide it, one where the kitchen light sometimes needed a second flick of the switch to fully commit. But it was a faithful house. It held routine like a heartbeat. Morn

Kay Felder
Dec 15, 20259 min read


OFF EXIT 23 — PART I
The Night the Highway Went Quiet CHAPTER ONE: WHAT THE STORM BROUGHT Ayla had been driving for hours, and the storm just would not let up. The rain was sideways, smacking the windshield like it had a personal problem with her being on that road tonight. Every time it hit the pavement, a low mist floated up off the asphalt. Not real fog, but that hazy layer you get when cold rain hits warm ground. It made the highway look like a long gray tunnel with no exit. Her GPS kept cutt

Kay Felder
Dec 8, 202511 min read


TRAVEL PLANS PT 2
The moment that changed me the most didn’t come from a postcard view or a famous landmark. It came from silence — real silence. The kind you only get when you’re far away from everything you know, standing in a place where nobody knows your name and nobody expects anything from you. That silence forced me to look at the world through a different lens. Not the lens I grew up with — survival mode, routine, familiar streets, familiar faces. But a new one. A wider one. A lens tha

Kay Felder
Dec 1, 20255 min read


Fatherhood
Fatherhood changed me in ways I never could’ve prepared for. And the crazy part is… a part of me always knew it would. Even when I was younger, before I really understood life, I felt a calling to be a father. Something in me was drawn to it — the responsibility, the love, the guidance, the purpose. Now that I’m living it? It’s deeper than anything I imagined. A big part of that comes from my own father. He has always been calm — a steady, grounded type of calm. The kind of m

Kay Felder
Nov 24, 20255 min read


DEARLY BELOVED
Dearly Beloved Part 1 There are moments in life that don’t feel like moments until years later. Moments that felt small when they happened — a conversation, a correction, a push in the right direction — that turn out to be the very foundation of your future. This is the story of a young man named Noah, and the woman who planted seeds in him long before he knew what growth really meant. No, this isn’t a story about me. But it’s a story about all of us — especially those who ca

Kay Felder
Nov 17, 20255 min read


Cookout 2.0: Tributes to the Fallen, Love for the Family
The Block Breathes Again A year later, the block exhales — slower this time, but stronger. Same cracked sidewalks. Same porches. Same trees giving that Sunday shade. But the air hits heavier this time — thicker with memory, thicker with meaning. This year’s cookout isn't just a function. It’s a tribute. A homecoming for the ones we lost, and a celebration for the ones still pushing. The grills pop early. The speakers already loud. Old school and new school fighting for space

Kay Felder
Nov 11, 20254 min read


The Ball and Me: A Journey Through Highs, Lows, and Lessons
Prologue: The Ball and Me Basketball wasn’t just a game for me—it was a mirror. It reflected who I was at every stage of my life. When I...

Kay Felder
Sep 1, 20256 min read


The Heart of the Jackson Middle School Lions: A Journey of Grit and Growth
Nobody expected anything from the Jackson Middle School Lions. They weren’t big. They weren’t flashy. They didn’t have a single player...

Kay Felder
Aug 14, 20254 min read


From a Boy to a Man: Growth, Pain, and Choosing Peace Over Pride
The Journey Begins: Ain’t Nothing Special He wasn’t evil. Just young. Just loud. Just everywhere and nowhere at the same time. You ever...

Kay Felder
Jul 27, 20254 min read


It Starts With Us
Nobody ever handed us a blueprint. We didn’t grow up with silver spoons in our mouths or inherit businesses passed down from granddaddies...

Kay Felder
Jul 9, 20256 min read


Jet's Law: Part 2 - Lines Crossed, Lessons Taught
It started with a shooting. Not just a warning shot. A message. Broad daylight—2:43 PM. Right across from The Bridge. Jet was inside...

Kay Felder
Jun 30, 20254 min read


Shout Out to My Village
You ever just sit with yourself—quiet, still—and really think about how you got here? Not just the wins. Not just the grind. But the...

Kay Felder
Jun 23, 20256 min read


This Is What Matters
Before I had a child, I thought I understood love. I thought love was about loyalty, about being there for someone, about sacrifice. And...

Kay Felder
Jun 9, 20254 min read


Become It
To every youngin’ with a dream—this story is for you. I don’t care if you want to play in the NBA, become the next Serena Williams, run...

Kay Felder
Jun 3, 20255 min read
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